In like...a week and a half. For me, it starts September 8. In the mean time, I have a lot of stuff to get done...
1.) Get the house swept and the bathroom clean so I can get the three organic t-shirts that I want. THEY ARE SO HIPPIE!!! One of them has earth on it, and you know how Snoopy sleeps on his dog house? (On top of it) Well, it has him on the top of the earth sleeping, and it says 'Save The Planet' on it. The second one is not only organic, but it is going to Project millenium (25%) and it says 'Omni Peace' on it. The third is an organic t-shirt, and it has Horton on the front of it, and (you'll only get it if you have read or seen 'Horton Hears A Who' it says: "Every Voice Counts." They are sooo cute! I hope to order them before September
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2.) I will be starting pre-season of XC before school starts, on September 3. So I need to get running. (I've already started)
3.) On the 5th and 6th of September, I will be going to this camp with my school for this bonding thing before school starts. , if you remember the camps of Cape Cod, if someone showed you pics of the camps, it will be like a sleepaway camp. We will be sleeping over for a night, and then we will be spending one more day there, and then we will be coming home on the second day. I'm both anxious and nervous at the same time because last year wasn't so great, so I hope to make friends on this trip. Wish me luck on that, please!
4.) I HAVE TO READ THE LAST BOOK OF THE TWILIGHT SERIES, BREAKING DAWN!!!!
5.) I have to finish the last fifty pages of the last summer reading book I have to finish called, 'Old School.'

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I am not feeling...myself. Ever since I made it into my new school, and since the work was hard and I felt different from everyone else, I felt depressed, and I was counting on the summer to cheer me up.
Unfortunatly, things didn't come out as I expected them to come out:
I went to France and I was all huggish because I'm hippie at heart and all, and I give people hugs 'cause thats my personality. However, two boys didn't appreciate it. One hurt me because I kind of had a crush on him...but I could tell he didn't mean it because when my friend told another friend that I was leaving, he overheard and flipped out over dinner and got all depressed. However, the other guy seemed all nice at first and when he flipped at me, I nailed him back by axident. It was all drama to and from France. I honestly hated the trip. On the bright side, I made tons of other friends...but I was still hurt inside.
So I was counting on camp next thing to cheer me up out of that and before school started. I met up with Katie and Jess. When I found out Jess had a crush on a guy that Katie was neighbors with, and had connections with, (So she was pretty much kissing her butt to get to the guy she liked because she is that desperate and too scared to even tell him herself, so she needs Katie to do it, so she has to be nothing but nice to her or else Katie won't help her) I told Jess, to be polite, that he was cute. All of a sudden, I felt like I was smacked because she just got all angry with me and stopped talking to me. When ever we did talk, she would roll her eyes and be all rude, and the same goes for Katie. Also, they told me to stop hugging people...just like the two guys! I had already gotten over that, and they put be right back into the way I felt the moment they told me that. My personality is, when I meet someone, I give them a small hug to say hello, and make them feel welcome. Well, they didn't like that. And another thing, when we went to Starbucks, the two guys there that were working got all upset because they were losing buisness because the whole group that was there (we were heading to a sleepover, and we went into Starbucks to grab something to drink) and everyone was yelling. So I overheard them, and they were really upset about it, so I talked to them, and to make them feel better, I gave them a hug. Once again, the princesses didn't like that, either, and then bashed me when I went outside. Then, at the sleepover, they talked about me and Ashley by texting each other about how annoying we were and how we were listening to 'vegan music.' (what the f is vegan music?) So, after Jess left, things settled down, and then I realized that Darull was really upset. (he is [or was] one of my best guy friends) So he would never tell me why I was so upset. I started to get all depressed, too because he never gave me hugs, he always seemed upset when I talked to him...I even gave him a hug once, and he gave Jen, the girl that flirts with him a lot and tries to be popular even though she isn't, a look and it made Jen laugh. I guess we aren't friends anymore, either. And Katie seemed to be best friends with Darull ever since she saw me talking to him. My friend has this theory that her and Jess are jealous that I can approach boys without any shyness and so they gossip because of that. (I am not actually sure if that is true) But I think she is right at times. It seems that the two of them are coming closer...and closer...and closer...did I mention that Katie has a boyfriend? And Katie and Darull were caught...twice...holding hands. During the time Jess was gone, it seemed Katie was acting really nice. NOW all of a sudden, when Jess comes back, they are back to their normal, bitchy, selves. They were gossiping on the bus about everything. When I got on, they seemed like they were laughing, and then they started talking about the story at Starbucks that I pulled...again. Then in the afternoon, Katie wanted to gossip about me again, and since I was close to their 'gossiping zone' on the bus, Katie was like, "Julia, don't you think its hot to sit next to someone on the bus?" And I told her no. After I turned around, my friend sitting next to me claimed that she mouthed 'Fuck you' behind my back. Then, they were explaining lyrics about a song, and Katie goes, "There is this one song that has the words: 'Damn your so ugly you only look good in the dark.'" And then she said: "I know some people who only look good in the dark." And she pointed to me, my friend Rachel (that wasn't the girl sitting next to me, Rachel was sitting diagonal to me) and Sierra. Then, after Katie left, one of the guys explained to me that every morning before I even get on the bus, Katie and Jess gossips about me all the time, and they make faces behind my back. You want to know something? I'm tired of this shit. People telling me to stop it with my personality, people telling me what to do, my 'friends' talking behind my back. The Camp last year was all family-like, and everyone was happy. Now, this year, camp is hell. Everyone is all clicky and rude. Friends talk about friends in a mean way, drama drama drama! I can't wait until Katie leaves this week! Unfortunatly, she is going to the same school I am, but I will tell you this: NO ONE at my school likes people who gossip that bad and are that bitchy as Katie is. If she keeps that discusting personality when she gets into my school, she will have a damn hard time fitting in. I bid her good luck on that...she'll need it. One more move out of those bitches, and I will tell Dottie, our bus director and staff member at my camp, that they gossip and swear on the bus...and their jobs WILL be taken, I can assure that.

I am on a mission to make happy! I just posted a bunch of random comments on her journal sooooo...here is the link: [link]
Okay, so she is in a bad mood, and I am trying to make her happy again, and I need your help! Post as many random, silly comments as possible!!!!!! READY...GO!!!!!!!!

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I am so excited for a new book coming out! It is from the Twilight series (I love those books) Its called 'Breaking Dawn' and I just pre-ordered it from Barnes and Nobel!!!
And I am going to see my summer group of friends tomorrow when I am training to be a C.I.T for my summer job!!! Their names are Ashley, Erika, Jess, Katie and Cari!!!! They are just as loud and obnoxious as I am!!! However, there is a problem...I haven't told them I am bi, and I know that a few of them are homophobic because I told them about a small crush I had on this guy, and I told them he was bi and they flipped saying 'Eww' and everything else. I don't know how to tell them...maybe I won't but maybe I will.
Also, I just yelled at someone I care about so...ya...
Otherwise I am happy...I am semi, I guess!!!
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Here is a brand new video I made:
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Make sure you read the description of the video, or you won't understand why I made it.

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Peace,
Sazzie